Wow!! This year has gone a little too fast and I haven't been the best at keeping up our family blog. That will be a new year's resolution. I need to be able to make the time to keep my family and friends up to date on what is going on in our lives. As of right now I have time to actually do this the problem is 21 months old today, My sweet Carson. He is a handful at times but he is my biggest joy. Between work and having Carson on full attack I don't have much free time. I am going to make that change because I am attempting to start school in March and I need to manage my time a lot better. I also need to manage the house and budget, if anyone has any advice I will gladly take it. Our lives are simple but a little hectic right now. I will post some pictures tomorrow right now I am just making some small adjustments. Please forgive me for my neglect but I am baaack!!

Feeling a little Blue!

Lately I have been feeling really low and I am not sure why. I thought it was because I wasn't getting any sleep. I got a really good night sleep and that isn't the case. I thought it was because my house was a disaster area not the case. I feel all alone and I know I'm not I just feel that way. I need to get out of this mood because it is not fun and never good for my little family. I decided to take up a new hobby which I am going to start gardening. For Mother's Day I asked Jeremy to help me build a garden box in our backyard. I am hoping that will help me relax and get back to being me. I am so frustrated with feeling this way I am aware of the problem now I am hoping to fix it. Any other suggestions I am open to new ideas on how to snap out of this!

Okay!! I am the worst of the worst when it comes to posting anything lately!! I know all you Mom's out there know with a one year old no task is easy any more!! I have had so much happen since my last post that I don't even Remember half of what I need to say so I will do a much better job of posting from here on out. I have even updated my blog to the right season!! I am working on prioritizing and organization those are my goals!! So here is the most recent picture I have of Carson this is on Easter dying eggs for the first time with Grandma!! He had so much fun!!

so much going on

So much going on and no time to report. It also dosen't help our mouse is broken and we had to find another one in our hole of a basement. We have been busy as usual but a lot of fun stuff has happened too! Carson said his First word which was Dada. Carson was on my lap and he started crawling towards Jeremy and he couldn't quit get to him so all of a sudden we hear Dada. We looked at eachother in shock and then Jeremy started calling everyone he knew. Then the other day Jeremy went to take a shower and Carson is looking everywhere calling Dada, Dada. Everyone keeps saying oh don't worry he will Say Mama soon I didn't even care what he said we were just excited. He finally said Mama a few days later. Last weekend Jeremy surprised me with a date night to Hale Center Theatre and that was fun we went and saw Curtains. Then Thanksgiving Happened so that is all that is new with us. We have been working a lot but also having a lot of fun. We haven't been able to laugh much over the stress of bills and life but we are finally able to again and I am so blessed for all that I have. Here is a picture of Carson and his first Christmas Tree!

Just for Papa!!

These are just for you Papa Les!! Carson on Halloween, he made a cute Dragon.

Happy Holidays Coming!!

I don't know anybody that is more excited about the upcoming holidays other than me!! I simply can't wait!!!! I am so excited for Santa to visit my sweet little Carson. He has been a really good boy this year. Jeremy thinks I am crazy but I am thinking about getting my Christmas stuff out this weekend. I am trying to track down my christmas cd's and I am going to pull out all of our Christmas Movies. I will post picks as soon as I decorate which will be very soon because I am so excited I can' t stand it!! Yeah!!

Slacker Mom

Carson and Grandpa Taking a nap after swimming

Mommy and Carson getting ready to go swimming

I am such a slacker Mom. Okay, Maybe not but that is how I feel. This Month has been a crazy month. I had such good intentions on getting my life cleaned up. House clean, bills paid, flu shot for Carson. None and May I say nothing has gotten done. Kendra got the Swine Flu at the beginning of the month and since we spent that weekend with her in Park City we have all had some type of cold or something. It has taken over my life and I don't like it. I get home exhausted and all I do is count down the hours until bed time. Life has been all work and no play. well that is not entirely true we did go to park city with my family and had a really good time. We were able to rest for the first time in a long time. We went on the Coaster and did a lot of swimming. Then last weekend Jeremy and I went to Lagoon with Tawny and Jeff and had a really good time. Thanks Brandon and Mel for the free tickets. Since this is the first chance I had here are the pics of Carson Swimming for the first time. He loved it and screamed when we took him out of the water. He was so cold and didn't care his little lips were so blue.